From: Kent Hovind, July 11, 2007
To: GOD
Subject: Re: How much longer?
kh: I’m sure weary of being in prison, Lord. How much longer?
GOD: There is no hurry, son. I’m in charge and I don’t get worried, concerned or nervous. I see the end from the beginning. Everything will be okay.
kh: God, can you at least tell me why you allowed this. I tried so hard to obey the laws about taxes and still feel that both I and the ministry have been wronged. Now my sweet little wife faces prison as well. It’s so unfair, Lord! Especially for her!
GOD: What did your dad teach you to do with complex problems or questions, son?
kh: He taught me to list all the options we could think of and then study and pray about the list. All ideas, even the dumb ones, were put on the list. You always seemed to show us the truth that way.
GOD: That was great advice he gave you, son (Proverbs 4:4). What ideas have you had about this problem? Why did this happen to you?
kh: As you well know, Lord, I’ve thought about it for many hours now. Here is my list so far:
1. I broke some law that no one, not even the IRS has been able to show me yet.
2. I was proud in Your work and needed to be humbled. (Proverbs 16:18)
3. You are done using me and I’m being set aside (I Corinthians 9:27).
4. This is training for an even greater ministry ahead.
5. I needed time off to recharge and get closer to You (I Kings 17:3).
6. There were people in the six places I’ve been to whom You wanted me to testify about You.
7. You and Satan were discussing me like Job and all this is a test for You to show Satan what a loser he is again. This time, I get to be Job (Job 2:2).
8. The agents, legal staff, prison personnel, judges, or someone in the food chain is being tested by You to see how they would handle Your children when they were given a chance. King Herod, Pilate, Pharoah, Hitler, Stalin, Mao Pol Pot, Roe vs. Wade Supreme Court Justices, and thousands of others have failed similar tests down through time (Psalms 105:15).
9. To show me how corrupt our legal system is, so I’ll understand when You bring judgement on America (Psalms 9:17).
10. To give me time to read all the books by Dr. Gill, Richard Wurmbrand, Henry Morris, Ray Comfort, Tommy Tenney and scores of others that have changed me forever.
11. To give me time to watch all the videos by T.D. Jakes, Moody, Billy Graham, Charles Stanley, and dozens of others that have further changed me for good, I hope.
12. To allow my son, my family, and my staff at CSE a chance to trust You more and grow closer to You.
13. To show us that You can supply for us even through this very difficult and expensive trial (Philippians 4:19).
14. To allow thousands to hear about your Word through the negative press and web-sites that blast me daily. This causes many to say, “Who is this guy they hate so badly?” Many search and find our videos and end up getting saved and supporting our ministry!
15. To see if some of Your children would judge me without knowing all the information (Matthew 7:1).
16. To give me time to write books and research for new videos that will win souls to You.
17. To meet and make friends with hundreds of drug dealers, thieves, and convicts who will help me, my family, Your ministry, or the cause of Christ during the coming bad times (Luke 16:9).
18. To see the evil done by the unconstitutional “conspiracy laws” passed by Reagan (Matthew 24:10).
19. To see how wise our founding fathers were to restrict the Federal Government to Washington, D.C., forts, and post offices.
20. To see how far America has gone astray from that plan.
21. To see how Your children did not “seek Your face” when pushing to elect judges and congressmen who promise to be “tough on crime” by giving out huge prison sentences which are indeed “burdens grievous to be born” (Luke 11:46) when they don’t have a clue what even thirty days in prison does to a man, his family, and society, let alone thirty months or thirty years.
22. To show me how petty some Bureau of Prisons Staff and Correction Officers can be just as predicted in Proverbs 30:22.
23. To see the wisdom of I Timothy 6:10 and how some leaders make huge profits off the
prison system while millions of children, families, and society in general suffer.
24. To let me spend thirty minutes a day getting Vitamin D from the sun to repair the bone damage in my back from that car wreck thirty-five years ago, as I do feel better.
25. To show me how dumb it is to make drugs illegal and create this giant criminal element and prison system. Your laws never call for a punishment for “possession” of anything—only for “actions” which actually harm someone else.
26. To let me really meditate on the incredible wisdom found in Your law (Psalms 1:2).
27. To meet future workers for Your kingdom.
28. To let me hear the horror stories of how innocent men get locked up by our current “injustice system.”
29. To show me how soon tribulation is coming to the earth and motivate me to do even more.
30. To test and try me to make me more like You (Hebrews 2:10).
31. To see first hand how Your Word changes lives in prison!
32. To see first hand, the incredible waste of time, energy, money, food, and resources caused by our government.
33. To let me see the suffering inflicted on millions by our government, as nearly every other government in history has done.
34. To let me experience humiliation, chains, solitary confinement, and all the other things I’ve seen in prison to make me more compassionate with the millions who have been through this around the world (II Corinthians 1:3-5).
35. To lose twenty pounds and get in better physical shape.
36. To show me how much I love my wife, family, ministry and freedom.
37. To discover who my real friends and my real enemies are.
38. To discover those who say they love Jesus yet kick me when I’m down. Judas apparently has cousins alive today.
39. To show me the dangers of 501 (c) (3) and how most of Your children will compromise during the tribulation over these issues.
40. To show me how stupid it is for our courts to be using “case law” where a judge’s decision can overturn the obvious reading of the Constitution, as well as common law.
41. To let me see the well organized tool room in Pensacola for ideas for our ministry.
42. To give me experience in a commercial kitchen to prepare me for CSE to have a Creation Campground some day.
43. To see that some men who have been here for ten years, are still profane, thieves, liars, and adulterers at heart. I see now that even after 1,000 years, Satan will still be unchanged (Revelation 20:7-10).
44. To be a testimony to some men who had no spiritual training.
45. To learn the value of time with my family.
46. To have others be motivated to do more for You since I’m locked up (Philippians 1:14).
47. To finally have time to practice the piano.
48. To have time to sing since I normally saved my voice for preaching.
49. To see the damage done to children by the way our prison system works. I cry for my family nearly every day.
50. To tenderize my heart for lost souls.
GOD: That’s a good start, son. There are several hundred more things I will accomplish and a few items on your list are not correct; but overall, you are seeing the big picture.
kh: Which ones are not right, Lord?
Satan: I hate to interrupt, but as god of this world, (Oh how I wish that could be a capital G! II Corinthians 4:4) I monitor all Knee-mails to protect my interests. There are some obvious reasons you forgot.
1. You are in God’s family and therefore, you are my enemy. I asked for and received permission to do this to you to destroy your faith in God.
2. Thousands have been converted to Christ because of the simple way you expose evolution. I hate people like you who steal people from my kingdom!
3. Evolution has been my religion since the Garden of Eden. I want people to believe the lie that they are improving and can one day be a god. Your message destroys that, so I hate you and will stop you any way I can.
4. Did you see all the instant bad press about you after the trial? I had my agents ready to jump on this one! Your fall has caused many to reject the creation message and remain in my kingdom.
5. Your fall has made my children rejoice! They are much more bold now to spread my message of evolution. Because of your simple answers, many of them had become slack and even had begun to doubt their faith in me. You did much damage to my family, so I decided to damage your family.
6. You were encouraging common people to start similar ministries to expose evolution and many were doing it. I don’t mind it as much when the super-intellectuals speak on creation because they use all the big words and complex proofs that only a few understand. But your method of making it simple is way too effective (Mark 12:37).
7. Your “Questions and Answer Session” on Seminar #7 makes me angry because you explain the King James issue clearly and cause people to doubt all my false Bibles. I have worked hard for 6,000 years to make people question or doubt or change God’s words and you are undoing my work. I hate you for this!
8. You have also dared to try to take dinosaurs away from me. I have used dinosaurs for nearly 200 years to teach billions of people that the earth is billions of years old and that God’s Word is not true. Your seminar on dinosaurs strikes at the heart of my kingdom. I intend to destroy both your ministry and your reputation for good. Dinosaurs are especially effective for me to deceive children. You are taking children away from me, so I took yours away from you!
9. You have been a fool, Hovind, to follow Jesus. I am the prince of this world (John 14:30). You know you are commanded to submit to those who rule over you (Romans 13 and Hebrew 13). You can clearly see that the state is lord over the church. Stop preaching against evolution and enjoy life with your family. We can peacefully co-exist. You can have your religion. Just leave my kingdom alone. I have plans to rule this entire world (Psalms 2).
GOD: Son, don’t listen to those who darken counsel by words without knowledge (Job 38:2). I told you all things would work together for good if you love me (Romans 8:28). Do you love me, son?
kh: I want to love You, Lord, but if you will mark iniquities (Psalms 130:3) who can stand? I’ve been reading Your Word, praying, going to church and witnessing to others for thirty-eight years now, Lord, and all I can see are my failures and sins. The closer I try to get to You, the more I see that I’m vile (Isaiah 6:5)! I don’t know how to answer Your question, Lord, except to say that I want to love You!
GOD: I know, son. I search the hearts (I Chronicles 28:9; Romans 8:27; Revelation 2:23). I see your struggles (II Peter 2:7-8). I saved you from the penalty of your sin thirty-eight years ago. I am saving you from the power of sin and one day soon, I will save you from the very presence of sin. Until then, I know about your struggle (Romans 7:18-25).
kh: Thanks for helping me so far, God. You are truly awesome!
GOD: Son, would you love me if I make you serve the entire ten years in prison?
kh: That is sure not my will God, but I would try.
GOD: What if I need your case to go all the way to the Supreme Court to get a ruling that helps millions? Would you be happy with sitting there for several years while I do this?
kh: Lord, You know my heart. I would not be happy, but I trust You to do right (Genesis 18:25). I would be happy if I could go home with no parol or probation while this case is on appeal. I am happiest when I’m teaching others about Your creation like I did for seventeen years.
GOD: What if I decide you are more fruitful for me in there? Your blog encourages many and your imprisonment has caused many to be more bold (Philippians 1:12-14). Would you be happy to know your being in prison does more good for my kingdom than your traveling and preaching?
kh: Lord, I love You and want what is best. I also have a deep love for my family, my grandkids, my ministry and my freedom. Can’t I have both? Surely You can make both happen!
GOD: How many people in the Bible lost family for my sake (Mark 10:28-30)?
kh: Hundreds did, Lord. I don’t understand it or like it, but I trust Your leadership, Lord. Can I please go home now?
GOD: Son, your case is bigger than you realize. There is a real battle going on between the forces of evil and the forces of good (Daniel 10:13). I see your tears and hear your prayers as well as the prayers of thousands of others.
kh: Lord, I throw myself at the mercy of Your court. You said You would give me the desires of my heart if I delight myself in You (Psalms 37:4). My desire is to go home. This prison time has been good in a thousand ways, but my heart is not here. You know my desire now please show me how to delight in You and honor Your Word and send me home, please.
GOD: I love you, son. I will do what is best.
kh: Lord, when I read how they tortured Richard Wurmbrand in “In God’s Underground”, I felt like such a wimp here. I get three good meals a day, a clean place to sleep, hot showers, Christian fellowship, lots of mail, my Bible, exercise, sunshine, easy job, letters to and from my family, freedom to witness and no beatings. Your children have been badly mistreated for 2,000 years now. Why do You allow this? Please come back soon, Lord! I can’t wait to see Satan cast into hell. Can I please push the button or pull the lever or whatever opens the door for him to be thrown in?
GOD: There is a looooooong list of people who also want that job, son! And son, there are a lot of people both in and out of the prison watching you. Thanks for letting me use you in this special assignment. I’m proud of you, son. It will be over soon. Be strong.
kh: Thank you, Lord. I’ll try.
GOD: Son, would it help you if I told you that my church is about to enter a time when many go to prison and I sent you ahead to show them how to bear up in prison?
kh: Not really, Lord. First, I’m not bearing up very well and second, millions have done this before me and even now, many of your children suffer in prisons and do a much better job of praising You while there. I gripe and complain a lot about being here.
GOD: You are right on both counts, son. I do enjoy your knee-mail as do many of my children out there. I’ve noticed you write more and pray more since I put you there.
kh: I was hoping You would not notice that, Lord. Does that mean that I stay in for a long while?
GOD: I’ll do what is best, son.
kh: I know, God, but that’s not a real answer.
GOD: That’s the answer I’ve given to nearly all of my children through history, son. That’s the best you will get today. You know what to do. Read My Word, pray, witness and wait on Me. I’ve got it all under control It’s late, son. Go to sleep.
kh: Goodnight, Lord.